Its Monday

I went to see my surgeon on friday and he said I was doing good. The pain I have is normal and will go away. He is a great dr. and I am going to miss him when we move to nj.

I am starting to get stressed about the move because we are moving in a month and there is so much to do. We have this big entertainment center that andy listed on freecycle last night so hopefully someone takes it in a few days. It will be awesome to get rid of that thing. I am happy to be moving but realized that i am really going to miss my mom and I feel bad because katie is really going to miss her tutu. But this move is very good for us and will help us get to our goal of owning a home and paying off our debt. But i am still going to miss my mom. OH Well.

sort of unhappy

I am having a hard time with depression right now. I think it has to do with all the stress from moving and losing so much hair. I know it will pass but it is hard to feel happy. I am losing weight and looking forward to not living in california anymore but still unhappy. It maybe because of the rapid weight loss and the fact that I can not eat to much anymore. I don't know.

I went thru all of the bags of katies clothes that don't fit anymore and i am now going to give away 4 trash bags full of baby clothes. I thought it would be hard to sort her clothes to give away but it was very easy. I am really happy to be going thru all of our stuff to give away before we move. I feel we have way to much stuff.

Hair loss

I am at 260lbs. today. That is awesome. But the hair loss I am having is shocking. I am losing so much hair. I had my hair cut short this past weekend. It is still shocking. Also I have been having headaches the last few days and I don't know if it is because of all the smoke in the air or what. It has been so smokey here the last few days that I have not been able to go walking in the morning. Hopefully the smoke clears soon so that I can go walking. I love getting up earlier to walk for a 1/2 hour.

Alittle about me

I had weight loss surgery (wls) in Feb. 2008 and as of today June 21 I have lost 81 lbs. I am married to Andy and have a wonderful daughter, Katie. I live in California but we are moving to New Jersey at the end of July.