NetBook

I bought my DH a netbook computer yesterday. We really didn't have the money but he totally deserved it. He works hard and good a great bonus. He spent some of the bonus on me and bought me a new Coach purse and Coach wallet. But he didn't get anything for him self. I wanted him to know how much he does for us and that I know he works very hard. He was so surprised. I think he loves it. I am glad.

Depression is very very bad today. Just trying to make it thru the day. Very hard being alive.

"Time Travelers Wife"

I just finished reading "The Time Travelers Wife". What a great book. I definitely recommend it to everyone. I just loved it. It made me love my husband even more then before reading it. I also bought the movie at Marshalls this past weekend. I haven't had a chance to watch it yet but am looking forward to seeing it.

We had a good weekend. Just did some errands and went shopping. DH finished putting together the dresser I bought for DS. It looks great in the bedroom. I also took DD shopping at Target for some new clothes. That was hard and a hassle, because she is hard to fit. But we got some cute shirts and dresses.

I am having a very hard time with chronic pain and Post Partum Depression. I am in pain all the time. The depression is really hard for me. I am barely hanging on. I just try to make it thru the day. I haven't told anyone how bad it really is. I have been depressed at times before but nothing this bad. I pretty much just want to stare at a wall or out the window all day. I can honestly say I am not suicidal because I don't want to leave my family. But I am as bad as can be without wanting to die. I am just hopeing I start to feel better soon.

On Saturday it was our wedding anniversary. We went to New Hope, PA. It was such a nice day. We were not able to leave the house until 2:30pm but we dropped the kids off at the in-laws and were walking around New Hope by 4:00. New Hope is right over the border from NJ on the Delaware river. It is a great town with lots of small shops. We had a slice of pizza which was really good. I have been to New Hope about 4 times and this was the nicest visit. I didn't buy to much but went into lots of shops.

After New Hope we went to dinner in the town we live in. It was an ok dinner not great but really nice to be at a restaurant without kids. After we went to dinner we went to the bookstore and then picked up the kids about 11pm. It was a wonderful day. One of the best anniversary yet. I love my husband so much.