November 26 2012

I am very tired today. The pain with my hands kept me awake all night. Very painful! 
I watched some of that movie on Lifetime that Lindsey Lohen starred in as Liz Taylor. I thought she was ok. No great but not horrible. I probably would not watch it again.
I went grocery shopping yesterday, I am given such a small grocery budget from Andy that it is hard to get everything that we need for 4 people to eat during the week. We also started to put up the Christmas tree last night. It looks nice, but nice finished yet needs ornaments. But then Andy got mad and that ruined the evening. He said he was sick and then layed down on the bed for the rest of the night. Leaving me to get the kids ready for bed.  I need to rest often but don't get too. If I tryed to rest in the evening it would last 10 mins then Andy and kids would be loud. But he get to rest on bed for hours. He is not the one who has Lupus. Nice for him.  

Little Man

My little man, Jacob. He is so smart and such a mamas boy. This is Easter 2012 and he is 1 1/2 yrs old.  He is such a boy. His first word was dada and then it was all about cars, truck, airplanes and playing with his big sister, who he adores.  He started walking at 7months and at 7months and 1 day he took off running. He hasn't stopped yet.

Pretty Girl

My wonderful daughter Katie and I at the playground. She is 6 yrs old and very tall. Almost 5 feet all.
She is such a sweet girl and I am lucky to be her mom.

Aurora

I am in shock and so sad about the Theater shooting in Colorado. So many wonderful people lost their lives because of some evil person. I am crying for all the victims and their families. So many people got hurt. It is horrible.  It is very hard for me to deal with because I lived in Aurora and have been to that movie theater many, many times.  I have  such happy memories of Aurora and Colorado. I am praying for everyone involved in this awful awful tragedy.  So many lives lost and so many peoples who were heros and put their lives at risk to save someone else.  I am just in so much shock.

RoadKill

I live in New Jersey and there are alot of deer and other small wild animals in the area where I live. I am so tired of seeing dead deer on the side of the road. Why doesn't the county workers pick up these animal bodies. It is so disgusting and smells awful. I love seeing deer running and being all around cute.  I know many people find deer a hassle but I like them. Everyday I have to tell my kids "that deer is just taking a nap ".  I live in a nice area near Princeton and think the roadkill should be picked up by a trash company.  It is so awful to drive by these dead deer and see vultures ripping the deer apart for dinner.   Yuck!     Some of these dead deer lay on the side of the road for months until it is just bones.  What about all the people who bike and run around here.  I am sure they would love to not have to run around roadkill.  Well New Jersey do something about this, Please!

Wow 2 post in 1 day. Amazing

So in the first week of January this year, I have to check my husband into the pysch ward at the local hospital. He was having extreme mental health issues and he had done something that could of destroyed my family's lives. Luckily he got help and had someone who really cares about him to be there for him thru all of this.
He went back to work this past Monday and seems to be doing so much better. I know it is just the beginning of his recovery but I am proud he made it thru the 1st week back to work. His job is seems to be really concerned about him and helping him get used to working again. He looks great going to work in the morning. I really hope we are on the road to having things be better in our family. I really hope so. But I am still worried and on guard. But I am proud of him.
Good Job DH Good Job.

Suri's Burn Book Blog

Have you seen the blog "Suri's Burn Book" as in Suri Cruise. It is so funny. I love it. Suri is just catty enough to not be annoying. Love her style. (and yes I know she is not really writing this blog).

March 7th 2012

I can't believe it is already March. I am looking forward to spring and summer this year. Maybe we will get to take a vacation to CA this summer. I would love that. DH went back to work on monday after being out of work for mental health reason for almost 6 months. We are still getting used to not having him here during the day. My pain is almost unbearable. I don't know how much longer I can live with it. I really want to just runaway.
Well it is time to get DD ready for PM school. Of course she will be bratty and it will be a hassle but it is everyday so why should today be any different.

Have a good day.