Still Here

I am still here just haven't posted for awhile. Katie and I went to CA for the weekend a few weeks ago to visit my family. Everyone said I looked really good with all the weight lose. Katie loved being with her tutu. Of course there was family drama involving my dad and brothers. Thank god I don't live there anymore. The airplane flights where fine for Katie but sucked for me. I hate flying! But it was great to go back and visit.
I found a really nice winter coat at Target in Rohnert Park and it was only $49. I wore it yesterday when it snowed, yes it snowed. Katie has not seen snow before so we went out but it was so damn cold. It was a very early snow storm here in NJ. It made me realize that I have no winter clothes at all, nothing warm. I was freezing all day. I am freezing all the time now anyway because of WLS but with the snow I was super cold.
Andy started his new job on Monday. He loves it and I am so glad he is working again but I really miss him and so does Katie. He was home for 3 months and we were together all the time. So it is hard not having him around. I am lonely and getting depressed a little bit. I have been looking for a job myself for a few weeks and can't kind one. I interviewed for a great job last week at a credit unoin but found out on monday that i didn't get it. This made me cry because I wanted this job. So I am pretty disappointed.
I am down to 213lbs, this is good. I want to be under 200 by the time mom visits in Dec. I am still struggling with not snacking or eating to much. It is hard because I am home all the time and there are so many f-ing snacks in this house. But I am trying. I also have to start walking again.
Thats it for now.
Shauna