Tuesday

I can never think of a good title to my posts. Yesterday I went to the dr and may have another hernia. This is bad news. I have to have cat scan to find out.
I had an ok weekend. We went garage saleing on saturday, but it was mostly junk and I didn't buy much. I decided that I want to go to California for a few weeks this summer. But we don't have the money for that. I am really missing CA right now. Still can't find a job. I received a few "thanks but no thanks" emails last week for the resumes I sent out the week before. It is very depressing trying to find a job. If I had a job we could be saving alot more money and MOVE!
I really hate living here with my in-laws. And I feel stuck here in this cave of an upstairs. DH is used to it because this is his childhood home and he is at work all day. But I am not likeing this at all. It just gets me very down and unhappy.
I have been sick daily because of the wls and I am sick now. I have started to eat to much and I need to get back to basics because I have decided that I want to lose another 50lbs. I am going to try.

Have a good day