Still here

I am still here but am very unhappy to the point of being very depressed. I have lots to write but no energy to write anything. I have not been this depressed before. All I can say is thank god I have my daughter and husband to take care of because that is keeping me alive right now. It sucks to be this unhappy. I have gained some weight but it is because I am doing alot of emotional eating. We have been living with the in-laws for a year now and I am SO TIRED of it but we can not move out because we have no money. My husband is so supportive and really doing his best to help me. It is hard because I am alone alot during the day and have no friends to talk to. I would love to talk to my mom but she is very wrapped up in her self. Speaking of my mom, we had a good visit with her. Central Park Zoo was ok but not alot of animals. We saw hardly any animals it was disappointing. But I did see fashion designer Bestey Johnson. That was cool. We walked around Central Park for a bit. Katie had a great time with her Grandma. Before we went to the zoo we stopped at Magnolia Bakery for our favorite cupcakes and that was fun. Of course my cupcake made me sick but it was worth if and I only had half of a cupcake. It was a pretty good day.
I will write more later

Central Park zoo

We are going to the Central Park Zoo. I am so excited to be going to the city. The Zoo should be fun , I hope so. My mom is here visiting so it will be my mom, Katie, DH and I. I am a little nervous about getting everything ready. I feel a bit stressed right now. I love the city and am so glad to be going there. I haven't been to the zoo in years. Katie is excited about seeing the animals. We are going to also walk around Central Park and maybe go on a carriage ride. We are going to have lunch and dinner in NYC. It is nice having my mom here for a visit. She is here until next friday. Last night we went out to dinner with my in-laws. The food was good and everyone seemed to have a good time.

Have a good day