I am still here but am very unhappy to the point of being very depressed. I have lots to write but no energy to write anything. I have not been this depressed before. All I can say is thank god I have my daughter and husband to take care of because that is keeping me alive right now. It sucks to be this unhappy. I have gained some weight but it is because I am doing alot of emotional eating. We have been living with the in-laws for a year now and I am SO TIRED of it but we can not move out because we have no money. My husband is so supportive and really doing his best to help me. It is hard because I am alone alot during the day and have no friends to talk to. I would love to talk to my mom but she is very wrapped up in her self. Speaking of my mom, we had a good visit with her. Central Park Zoo was ok but not alot of animals. We saw hardly any animals it was disappointing. But I did see fashion designer Bestey Johnson. That was cool. We walked around Central Park for a bit. Katie had a great time with her Grandma. Before we went to the zoo we stopped at Magnolia Bakery for our favorite cupcakes and that was fun. Of course my cupcake made me sick but it was worth if and I only had half of a cupcake. It was a pretty good day.
I will write more later
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