I have a 2mt old baby boy and a 5yr old girl. I have been having a little problem with depression since the birth of my son. I am taking medicine to help with it, but still feel very awful most of the time. Since I am depressed I am wanting to eat like all the time. This sucks! I worked so hard to lose weight since my weight loss surgery and now I am starting to gain weight. So this is adding to my depression. I am really struggling. I don't want to gain weight and I want to be happy once in a while. I am home alone with the kids all day long monday thru friday. It is hard because I have no friends or anyone to talk to. My husband is at work and I really can't bother him. He has been really supportive and helpful when he is here. I am trying to keep busy during the day but how much chores and cleaning can one person do very day.
So I am going to use this blog as a way to help my daily struggles and depression. I don't think anyone reads this blog but if someone does and you don't like my opinions or something I write then stop reading. I need a place to put my thoughts and feelings and I am going to try to use this blog to help myself.
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