Ouch I hurt my back

So I hurt my back on Wednesday. What was I doing to hurt my back, you ask I was going to the bathroom. OK you can laugh thats ok laugh at my pain hahaha. I had just finished going to the bathroom and stood up and then fell on the floor in pain. I seemed to have muscle pain in the lower left side of my back. I went to the Dr yesterday and he gave me pain killers. The same pain killer I had after my weight loss surgery. It did take away some of the pain but made me very nauseous and tired. My back is still hurting. Because of this Katie had to be in daycare 4 days this week instead of 2 days. Not that we can really afford this with moving and all but I can't pick her up.

My mom is having a going away bar-b-que for us on Sunday so that should be fun. I have to bring my own food because she is not having anything I can eat and we are bring the makings for ice cream sundaes. It should be a good time.

Shauna

Today

So I have been in a bit of a stall in losing weight for the last 2 weeks. I hate this. It is very frustrating. I am walking in the mornings. I am working very hard to drink alot of water and propel. I have started to have half of a protein bar for breakfast so I am getting more protein. But I have been snacking a little bit on crackers when I am home during the day. Because I am bored and it is head hunger. So today I decided that I am stronger then the head hunger and as of right now I have had no crackers and I am not hungry. But I am still losing hair and having some pain. I went to the last support group last saturday since we are moving. I am going to miss that group. I really liked going to it. But I will find a group to go to in New Jersey.

Since my hair is falling out I decide to have it professional colored. Normal I color it myself a dark red. But I am tired of the red so, I had it colored dark brown and then added blond highlights. It looks totally different. Andy likes it and so does my mom. I like it but am still getting used to it. I have gone to the same hairdresser, Lisa, for 10 yrs and I am going to really miss her when we move. When I moved to Colorado to be with Andy, I would come and visit every few months and get my hair cut by Lisa. I am not sure that I am going to be able to do that with moving to NJ. So I will have to find a new hairdresser. But she is also my friend I am going to miss her.

2 weeks from today we move and it is going to be a crazy 2 weeks. I am very nervous and unsure about this but I do want to move so we can have a better life and own a home and have less debt. The having no money is so very hard to deal with. I really hope moving makes things better. It will be hard for a few months but hopefully it gets easier. I really hope so.

Shauna

Headache

I have had a headache for over a week now but right now it is not to bad. I think it is dehydration so I have been drinking lots of Propel and water. Plus I have had some pain lately but besides these 2 things I am doing good.
I went to the dentist today for a cleaning before we move to use the dental benefits before they end and my teeth are fine.
We are not doing much for 4th of july, just going to my mothers house for a barbecue. I am not sure what i will eat but I will figure it out.

Andy put his car up for sale today. We have to sell it before we move, so I really hope it sells. I don't know what we will do if it doesn't sell. Also Andys brother called him yesterday to say that he can't help us move. What a jerk! We asked him 2 months in advance and he was yes sure no problem. And now 3 weeks away from move and he can't help. This pissed me off big time. I have no plans to talk to him for a while or let him see Katie. We will have to hire someone to help us move and we don't have the money for that. This is way we are moving because we don't have money. He always acts like he is better the Andy and this is very annoying to me.

So my goal is to be at or below 244 by the time we move. This would be 100lbs since Feb. and it is only 13lbs from where i am now so I think I can do it. Cheer me on!!