Today

So I have been in a bit of a stall in losing weight for the last 2 weeks. I hate this. It is very frustrating. I am walking in the mornings. I am working very hard to drink alot of water and propel. I have started to have half of a protein bar for breakfast so I am getting more protein. But I have been snacking a little bit on crackers when I am home during the day. Because I am bored and it is head hunger. So today I decided that I am stronger then the head hunger and as of right now I have had no crackers and I am not hungry. But I am still losing hair and having some pain. I went to the last support group last saturday since we are moving. I am going to miss that group. I really liked going to it. But I will find a group to go to in New Jersey.

Since my hair is falling out I decide to have it professional colored. Normal I color it myself a dark red. But I am tired of the red so, I had it colored dark brown and then added blond highlights. It looks totally different. Andy likes it and so does my mom. I like it but am still getting used to it. I have gone to the same hairdresser, Lisa, for 10 yrs and I am going to really miss her when we move. When I moved to Colorado to be with Andy, I would come and visit every few months and get my hair cut by Lisa. I am not sure that I am going to be able to do that with moving to NJ. So I will have to find a new hairdresser. But she is also my friend I am going to miss her.

2 weeks from today we move and it is going to be a crazy 2 weeks. I am very nervous and unsure about this but I do want to move so we can have a better life and own a home and have less debt. The having no money is so very hard to deal with. I really hope moving makes things better. It will be hard for a few months but hopefully it gets easier. I really hope so.

Shauna