Well I have been feeling pretty depressed lately. I am disappointed that I can't find a job and I am lonely. I am home all day with DD and it has been hard for me. I don't have any friends here and of course can not call DH when he is at his new job. I has been very hard for me. I am so tired all the time. I am struggling with getting to my goal weight. But because I am home all day I am snacking. But today I am doing good with not snacking. I just feel like everything sucks. I have tryed to tell DH but he doesn't understand how depressed I am. It is hard not having anyone to talk to. DD starts school on Monday so I hope to be able to take some naps. But I have to find a job and I don't know where to look. I have looked at all the usual places but no jobs. I just feel like life sucks right now.
DH birthday is on Saturday. I feel bad that I don't have a big super duper gift for him. We just don't have the money for things. My birthday is on Sunday and I am sure it will suck. Since wls I can't have cake or my favorite ice cream cake anymore, and we don't have money for gifts so I really don't think I am going to have a good birthday. I am just so tired I will like to get into bed and sleep for days. Oh well
Have a good day
Shauna
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