OK I need to find a job. I am so bored. I am having a huge problem with being dehydrated and I am starting to have the side effects with not drinking enough water or propel. I am drinking more but it is hard to drink enough liquid. Also MIL made cookies this weekend and of course I eat some, too many. My pouch is still upset from last weeks dumping episode and now I add cookies to it. Ya it is very hard at times to not be able to eat much. I feel pretty sick but not much I can do about it. I have to go get Katie soon and want to rest but don't want to mess up my hair, yes I am that vain. I am having a lot of head hunger.
So thanksgiving is in 2 days and this is the first thanksgiving since my surgery. It will not be to hard because my pouch is so upset but I wish we were just going out to dinner instead of having to be here all day with mil. DH will probably get upset for some stupid reason and if he does I am going to get mad at him. He ruined my birthday and Christmas with getting upset so this is the last chance. I am tired of living with the in laws, yes they are really helping us in so many good ways but fuck mil gets on my nerves at time. She puts to much focus on what I can and can't eat, just make what you want for dinner quit asking me what I can eat and if the dinner upset my stomach, Yes it did upset my stomach EVERYTHING DOES. Jeez shut up.
My mom visits next week and I am really looking forward to her being her. So is Katie. Katie calls my mom her"honey" so all Katie has been talking about lately is her honey.
have a good day
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