Ok so I am lonely. I am also very bored. I don't have any friends here in NJ, so no one to talk to or to do things with. DH is at work all day and Katie is at school or just wants to play. I realized that I haven't had friends, good friends in a long time. Back in CA I was able to call my mom and do something with her. But not anymore since I live in NJ now. So I am very lonely. I have become very unhappy and feel very defeated lately. I am doing bad with eating, I can't find a full-time job and I miss DH because he is working lots but also working very hard for our family. It is really hard living with the in-laws and all the other crap that is going on. Sometimes it is just to overwhelming. I wish I just had 1 friend to do something with and to talk to. But I don't. I have tryed to explain to DH how I feel but he doesn't seem to understand and is to tired most of the time to talk. So now I am lonely.
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